where art thou

i bet my blog has been asking where am i?

this is the longest ive been missing in action and not blogging since i started to.

well there's one word to describe my life now : STRESS

i am sitting for 12 papers next January and i need to score to reassure my

parents so i would be able to go overseas inside of staying in this shithole.

anyway moving on the whats been going on lately

the bunch of us went to genting to celebrate khye yuh's,edward's,yuan hui's and brian aaron's birthday.I learnt something new there, which is how to smoke up using an apple :)

i am going to steal some pictures from shuen now

brian is feeling see yau up

king-kong

someone stoned and feel a sleep

charles wtf are you doing?

I can't go for zoukout cause i have no money!damn sad i am going to miss armin van burren

well other than that life is still the same.normal clubbing nights and drinking nights although i have been going out less these days.oh well thats all for now.

Updates

so trials just finish and i spent most of my time during the exam to catch up on sleep.

you don't really feel nervous for a paper when you already know you're going to do badly,well thats how i was feeling throughout my trials.

anyway,before i go to sleep just a short update on what has been going on

well when i woke up today morning saw a text from tien eu, saying "want to go genting?'

so then the bunch of us, feng,yuan hui.evon,tien eu,timothy,brian mok & aaron,see yau and me skipped college and went to genting.was a good drive up to catch the cool breeze.

oh yeah,and happy birthday to nicky hiew khye yuh. the fun sized slut turns 18.

got another fucking speeding ticket.
for rm300 and my parents are making me pay for it.
fuck my life.
stupid malaysian roads.95km/h also fine like sohai.

Open House

Well nothing much has been happening lately,trials are around the corner and everyone is studying to score in the exams.Somehow i just feel like i could not be bothered.I have no idea why.maybe i am losing interest in studies.

anyway last week during deepavali eve i decided to have an open house,nothing big,just a bunch of friends over.Did not let them drink a lot as i didnt want anyone drunk in my house so liquor was minimal(if you would call 3 bottles minimal).when evon soo found my camera
:)

i should really lay off this crap.
i talk alot of shit and behave like an asshole when it kicks in

random ramblings

its 8/10/2009
the indonesian invasion suppose to have begun.
and yes.i'm scared shitless.
indonesian invasion says:
8/10 ade
gopal: dear mr president says:
lol
shit
my maid
attacking me
help
help

where do this morons come up with this shit.they call it "sweeping" the malaysians.
anyway,i have come up with a zillion reasons to leave malaysia.
1)democracy does not exist
2)education system sucks
3)cars are taxed 110% on original price(correct me if i'm wrong)
4)traffic
5)more traffic
6)and yes.even more traffic
7)samy velu is still alive
8)people in malaysia are going to get even more dumb once wawasan 2020 is reached.
english will not be recognised here.
9)performers have to "ikut etika berpakaian"
10)metal music is related to the satan
11)people here look at whites and blacks like aliens have just invaded earth

there are many other reason,they're just not coming to my mind right now.
but there are good things here
1)food
2)speeding boleh settle
3)ape-ape pun boleh settle
4)no natural disasters

on a lighter note,
all drama has been solved!yay!
oh,and my parents decided to ditch me while they go on a holiday to Egypt.on a cruise.
their reason:you must stay at home and study(*insert Indian accent)

anger management

i am sorry,i should have not blamed you,but it was a honest mistake and it was wrong for me to assume that it was you my friend.i am truly sorry.
on the other hand,why make this a big deal?its something that happens so often.just continue with life for god's sake.why create drama among friends?every fucking place i go got some fucking drama.in wesley there was.now even in college.can we all fucking grow up?
i admit,i also do gossip for the fun of it but when things get serious i know how to shut the fuck up.i try to help my friends the best way i can but sometimes it gets misinterpreted and then its fucks me upside down.
so,now why don't we just leave all this behind and continue with life?
from now on if something happens don't come to me and drag me into any of this kind of shit.
settle it yourselfs.
why do must we be so self conscious?we've grown up,we're not those immature 16 year olds anymore.no one really gives a flying fuck of what goes on in people's life's.yes they may talk about it for awhile and then everything will be forgotten.if i was the one who made the mistake i will have to go through this shit.so i would think about it before i do it.

haih,this is my first hate post.i can't believe i actually wrote this.